Hang in there Charlie, I feel your pain.
I've been hurting for over a year now and have come to the conclusion that it may be Lyme disease. All the symptoms are there and I'm going to talk to my Dr. on monday to see what kind of tests are available.
It really sucks having something put you down that you have no control over. You want to do all the things you have grown accustomed to, but your body just won't let ya.
I pray that the good Lord will heal your body, mind, and soul.
God Bless,
Chris