Terry,
I can agree with all the folks here,(and do), tell you how great you are, etc.
I know from my own experience that sometimes it looks like there are so many alligators, that the swamp will never get drained.
Take some time, re-group, re-assess, and then come back.
I wouldn't know where to begin to do what you and the other mods do, but I do know that this site would be junk with out you, and the members who do care.
What ever your decision, know that we do appreciate you and all your efforts.
Via con Dios me amigo.
Pepper