I doubt many people have had as much a problem with that as I have! When I first started hunting with traditional bows...I was also fortunate in the fact that I had a couple of really good areas to hunt, and I had ALOT of time to devote both to scouting and hunting.
I started hunting with traditional bows right about the time, I was beginning to have some success at getting big bucks in range. The problem was, I could not seal the deal.
The first one was a big 5x5 I named big ten. I had watched this buck all summer. I had a huge logbook with notes on this particular deer. I lost track of him in October, as so often happens. Then a few days before gun season came in, I was sitting on the downind edge of a scrape that was located right next to a doe bedding area, and here he comes. The big one came in on a string..right to the scrape and started working the licking branch. If I remember right he was a whoping 12 yards away, and had no idea I was there. I drew shot and MISSED! How do you completely miss a 250lb. Whitetail at 12 yards? I never saw him again. I wrote an article about it for Traditional Bowhunter.
If that were not enough...a similar scenario began the following season. I again had been watching another big 5x5 in a completely different area. He was living in a pretty small section of woods within the Carbondale city limits, and I had permission to hunt there. During a scouting mission, I found that there were only 3 white oaks, in the entire 40 acres of woods, and they were all right next to each other, and all full of acorns. I went in a few days before season to check them again, and they were dropping like crazy and the deer were really hitting them. I already knew one of the bedding areas for the big boy...so a few days into season, I went in and hung a stand between the oaks and his bedding area.
First night on stand...here he comes with 3 other bucks. He was eating acorns at under 15 yards and I missed him by a FOOT!
Fast forward to November. I'm in a stand in a funnel, and the same buck I missed in October is chasing a doe all over the place. The doe comes by me, and he is hot on her trail. He stops 7...yes 7 yards from my stand, and I again have a meltdown and completely miss him.
At this point, I was worn thin, and extremely depressed. I asked Gene Wensel for help, and he gave me some encouragement that I will never forget.
Thankfully, these days, I shoot much better, and do not succumb to "buck fever" as badly as I did in my younger days. Even though I do not get to hunt as much as I did back then...the main reason I do not kill a buck these days is due to being very picky as to which bucks I want to shoot. I have a habit of singling one out...and going after him. Normally I fail...but every now and then....