Hey dude, my love for hunting is second to no one else' love for hunting. I lived for it when I was a young boy and it continued up until I had kids. Had three of them and wouldn't trade having kids for anything in the world. But, my time in the woods dwindled greatly until they got older to where we didn't have to watch their every move. I still don't get to hunt near as much as I did when I was growing up, but I appreciate every minute I spend out there, now more than ever.
I would love to kill a huge buck every year. But the fact is, if I resort to "trophy" hunting only, I will probably never, or seldom ever, kill anything at all. I just don't have the time, nor the money, that it takes to be that kind of hunter. So, I still get a thrill out of any size deer I kill with the bow, no matter how big or small.
Now that the kids are getting older I find that I am now spending more time with them fishing and hunting as a family. So, between working and home chores, I still don't have a lot of time just to myself for bowhunting. But, that's okay. I've got my priorities right and I still hope to someday have the time to go hunting when I want and stay as long as I want. But until then, I'm just gonna keep appreciating the few minutes I do get to be in the woods.