I've killed 2 deer this year so far (1st 2 with a recurve). One gut shot which I recovered, and one liver shot which I did not recover. I know what happened with the gut shot, but not really with the liver shot. When I shot I was confident of the shot, the release felt good, I feel that I had good concentration, but the arrow hit high and back.
What I'm struggling with is the fact that I cannot decipher where I went wrong on the shot. If I don't know what I did wrong, I don't know what to work on. I'm really struggling with how am I to know that when I shoot, the arrow will go where I look? With my old method of shooting arrows, a miss, or poor hit could always be tied to something done wrong.
I've practiced alot, tuned my arrows, etc... Its a little hard to accept this result after the work put into it. My confidence is low right now. I'm not quite willing to go back to the old way. Right now I feel I should move from 20 yards max to 15, which feels like quite the handicap, even for trad shooting.
Is the lack of absolute consistency something that you need to accept as a trad hunter? Perhaps there are some people that cannot hunt trad, just like not all people can run marathons?
Anyway, It feels like I'm at a turning point. I've tested the waters before and always enjoyed trad, but now that the rubber has met the road I'm not sure I can keep up. I mean I want to, but don't want to fool myself. Kinda like the time I started training for a marathon and found out that my body would not take it, I'm just a 5K kinda guy.