It's the stupid inter-web's fault!
Seriously, it happens to the best of us. I'm reminded that Jesus said "there is none good but one, that is, God." And He (Jesus) was perfect & was God!
That doesn't condone when we make mistakes (not saying you did, I was following the thread) but it sure makes it understandable when we don't measure up to the standard we are striving for.
I can appreciate you set your goals high and that is commenable. In this case there were too many things involved for you to bare sole responsibility.
So like I said ... stupid inter-web!