I started shooting longbow several years ago and found my true love of archery. I started archery with a recurve, moved to compound, back to recurve and then long bow. Compound bored me to death. Any way, my hunting buddy had been shooting some longbows, and I tried them out once he bought one. The first few times I struggled with the grip, finally got hold of it and now I just enjoy it so much! I too felt the grip was small, but I had a custom bow made with a beefy grip and it worked out great. Give it some time and enjoy.