This was the best hunt ever! I tried not to make excuses and be honest with myself as I held that broadhead cut sapling in my hands, coulda, woulda, shoulda! I didn't cut a hair on the deer, it was a clean miss. I pulled out my cell phone and took pictures as best I could in the rain. I spent a lot of time walking around that little area with the photos, cutting the little sapling, and looking for my hidden arrow. I was just more lingering now, part of me didn't want to move on, I was still taking in the moment, the hunt.
As I stood in the goldenrod, in the wind and rain of Hurricane Sandy, I admitted to my self In hind sight I was shooting at a very small target. The buck never so much as flinched, yawned, or moved until that arrow went by him. He had no clue I was there. I probably could have walked up closer, probably to 5 yards and put an arrow through his lungs. I remembered well that exciting but paralyzing feeling of being so close but that was all me, he was simply bedded in a field during a storm. Final answer... I thought to my self... I should have walked closer. I thought of Jenna and telling her the story, that made me wish I didn't miss more. I was fortunate and grateful for the opportunity, awesome. I gathered and organized my soaked gear spread around the trampled golden rod, strapped and readjusted my backpack. Standing there in the rain I munched on a Cliff bar looking around the field trying to let more than the rain soak in. It was after 11 am, I had spent over 30" matting down the weeds in that little patch of cover where I shot.