Okie,
First off, sorry to hear about your brother and we will keep you and your family in our prayers. I pray that you are giving the strength and guidance you need in these trying times.
Secondly, that is a great thing that James did, and I am happy to hear that your brother got to see the bow. My Morningstar has fast made it to the top of the ranks and my favorite shooter. I am sure once you get to focus on the bow and its shooting you will get to truly get the feel for the bow. James is a very good man, even though that old man tries to act hard sometimes he would give you the shirt off his back in a blizzard.