Thare - good luck with your recovery. I live just outside of Ft Hood, and even though I only have a few neighbors, they're all either Active Duty, or Retired. My closest neighbor has been battling what you are after his 3rd deployment...things just keep building. He did his time in the VA down in San Antonio, and now a year later, he's in better control of things. He's going to do his full 20, and is only 10 years in, but a big part of his own therapy is helping others who aren't as far along as he is. Thank You for your service, and may God Bless your journey.