I want start this thread by saying a heart felt and deeply sincere thank you to each of my camp mates over the last week. I learned more from this group of guys about traditional archery, bear hunting, outdoorsmanship and ultimately about myself than I could have ever imagined. Also before I get too deep into this thread I want to put up a disclaimer. I didn't kill a bear and there will be no hero shots to follow. But I feel I would be cheating all the Trad brothers not to share some of this experience and the photos.
I want to say what many have said before, Ryan Derlago runs a top shelf operation. I'm not talking just about the quality of the bear hunting either. Himself and his guides are world class individuals who go above and beyond to help guys get an opportunity at a bear and be comfortable in camp. Again I know I'm not the first to post these words.
This is the group of guys that was in camp over the past week. Again I feel that this experience wouldn't have been as awesome without sharing with these guys.
From right to left:
Myself(David Gage),Guide "Magic" Mike, David Pagel, TwoWolvesArchery(Mike Casey),Wapiti792(Mike Davenport), Tim Bradley, BEL007(Brian Lance), Kneeling Stickflingers Ryan Derlago and David Heppner
These week absolutely flew by. I spent 2 days on a bait called Determination aka Crazy Bait. To quote Ryan, "Its mind blowing."
I'm not gonna go into every detail of the hunt but touch more on the things I learned about myself thru this experience.
Hunting can bring us to the highest of highs and bring us down to the lowest of lows.
I experienced both on this trip. On the 4th night of this 6 day hunt I had a beautiful 6 foot chocolate boar come in. I knew the second I saw this bear that I wanted to take him. He came in to the bait and presented me with a picture perfect full broadside shot. I came to full draw hit anchor and released.
I was in absolute shock when I saw my fletching strike the bear right above the elbow. This was a good 4 inches lower than where my eyes had been looking. I knew with the shot trajectory and stand height that arrow didn't enter the chest cavity.
At this point my heart sank. No jubliation of an up coming recovery. Just pure and total deflation. I was certain that this bear wasn't mortally hit and that there would be no recovery. My mind was racing and as I think anyone who has wounded an animal can confirm I began to question myself.
I began to have the thoughts of why do I do this? Why is it I'm drawn to a hobby that can be so gut wrechingly painful? I wasn't worried about money or the time it had taken to get to camp. I was heart broken that I had caused this animal pain. I started to question my motives for this trip and wonder if I had been selfish in leaving my family behind to pursue this passion.
I prayed for guidance and peace and that the Lord reveal what it was I needed to learn from this experience. This my friends I recieved and more over the course of the next few days.
I left the tree and got back to the quad. I made the long ride back to camp and was full of emotion. I honestly had to fight back tears as I pulled into camp to look Ryan, David and Mike in the face and tell them that I hadn't held up my end of the deal. They put a bear in front of me and I didn't make it happen.
We let everything be for the night and Mr. Pagel had success but that is his story and I want him to tell that. David, Mike Davenport and I went back to the bait where I'd shot my bear and did an extensive search. At certain points we were on the ground on hands and knees looking for blood and after 400 plus yards of tracking we all agreed that it was a muscle hit. I did feel a little better.
That evening Mike Davenport was going to go to Determination aka Crazy Bait and asked if I wanted to go sit with him. I was thrilled at the chance to experience this bait with my friend. We got to sit in the same blind during turkey season in Nebraksa and to get to do it again bear woods was absolutely amazing.
No camera tricks. That bear is in the tree next to us. Doing the same thing we are hiding from the mad sows below.
Much more to come. Learned so very much.