A couple of Tom's cookies and a good strong cup of coffee served as breakfast for the last morning. My spot was so close to the cabin that in a few minutes after leaving I was parking the truck and walking around the rear of the trailer.
I hadn't really looked the place over all that well before but I knew where I'd seen the deer in the past and anywhere close to the trailer would be good.
It was gray light and no hint of the rising sun on the eastern horizon as I waded through the wet Fescue.
The first thing I saw was an old porch swing sitting on the ground next to the twin trunks of a small walnut tree. Good enough.
Opening my chair next to the swing I laid out my gear on it. Camera, haversack and my ball cap. I threw on my ghillie and it's extra bulk helped shield me from the damp coolness that laid on the land like a blanket.
From my seat I could see across the nearby county road to the tree farm where I expected the deer to come from. The progress of the morning was marked by the warm sunlight creeping down the hill toward the cold, damp, shadows that hid me.
35 yards in front of me a ray of light penetrated the dark forest promising warmth which was coming all too slowly.
I wasn't watching the time, only the slow progression of light down the ridge. How she got down that hill without my seeing her is a mystery.
But she did and the first time I saw her she was standing at the bottom on the other side of the road.
She grazed there for the longest time while I waited for her to move across the road and into the old driveway where the deer trail started.
It's what she was supposed to do, what I knew she would do, but it's not what she did.
Instead she slowly crossed the road farther down and entered the ditch on my side. She found plenty to satisfy her appetite there and lounged without a care in the world while I tried to will her to me. I knew that wouldn't work after all, I can't bend spoons with my mind either.
Finally she jumped the old fence in a small gap in the brush and trees that lined the road.
She was very comfortable in the brushy edge so tantalizingly close to me. I was tempted to take the shot. Though I couldn't have told you the exact yardage, I knew she was very close to being within my effective range. I wasn't confident given the tricky lighting and the ground falling away toward her like it was. The tip of my bow remained seated in the top of my boot.