Killy,
your are %100, hit it on the head, right on. i was a bad kid, got worse as young adult and was on a road to nowhere. had much hate in my heart for many things and myself being number one. i had rage in me that was tearing me apart. to many ( most ) what changed my life will be unbeleieveable as it was a simple red tailed hawk feather. it opened my eyes, heart and soul. brother hawk showed me the way and when i started to believe a new world opened. yes, i now have a peaceful heart and it is a beautiful thing. i have MUCH to learn and i look forward to it and each lesson. i really wish you, Killy would post for often as i really enjoy your words and stories.