Thanks, Kyle, for sharing your story! We hear more about the hits - the successes, that is - then the misses, etc.
Believe me, I am in no way trying to take pretend to be an "expert" on either Fred Bear or Howard Hill - but I believe that they both commented in print about the arrows that they wished they could have taken back.
Any ethical hunter realizes that, (unfortunately) it is going to happen - whether by arrow or bullet. The fact that it bothers us tremendously is what sets us as hunters apart from others.
I, personally, "love" the animals that I hunt - deer especially.
FEW things bring a smile to my face faster than seeing a deer - any deer - whether I am driving to work, or sitting in a stand.
Non-hunters have a hard time understanding this concept.