My first trad kill is the one in my avatar picture. It was about as picture perfect as it can get. It was about 4:00 PM on a January evening in New Mexico and the sun was beginning to go down. I had hunted out as far as I was going to go, and was headed back toward the truck. Since I was covering ground that I had walked over earlier in the day, I really wasn't expecting to see anything, so I really wasn't in hunter mode. I was just walking back to the truck, although still trying to be quiet about it.
I came around some junipers, and there he was, with his head down grazing on something behind a bush. It took me a moment to see the antlers, but they were moving and the branches weren't. I could see enough to know that it was a keeper. The whole body of the deer was exposed broadside, about 30 yards away. I made a good shot and the deer ran off in the direction of the truck. I waited a while, but perhaps not as long as I should have, because it was beginning to get dark. It was easy to track, because it had kicked up great clods of dirt during its final run. The deer was on the ground when I found it, still alive but gasping. I kept back until he died, a few minutes later. That was the emotional part for me, I guess, waiting for the deer to die. But from the looks of the deer, he had a good life, and no doubt suffered less at the end than most of us will, however we go. The only further respect I could pay to that deer was to eat all the meat, which I enjoyed for a long time thereafter.
In retrospect, the only negative thing that happened was that it was almost too easy. He was at the edge of my hunting range, and luck played a part in the arrow hitting his heart from that distance. For some time thereafter I was overconfident, and took some shots that I really shouldn't have taken. Well, things balance out, and hopefully I'm more realistic about things now.