There was a time when killing a deer meant everything to me, and doing it first was even better.
As I got older I tended to reflect on the entirety of the hunt more, and found joy in other things that I saw and heard. Yeah, I still hunt to kill something, but very often, when the chance comes, I choose to wait a bit more and smile at what I saw.
Many find that it is tough to quantify because what makes you tick today, is generally not really what did it ten years ago, and probably won't be the same in another ten.
We change, with age and experiences.
ChuckC.