I may not have my rite of passage into the traditional world through killing an animal yet, but I do feel as though I am part of this small fraternity of very moral and kind brethren. thank you tradgang for welcoming me in and taking the time to help me get to where I am. where am I? I am where I have always wanted to be as a bowhunter. so many of you were right about how this changes a man. my whole outlook on bow hunting has changed. it is now October 27 and I have not killed a deer..sure I want kill a deer, but for some reason there is no sense of urgency or haste. I feel no pressure, and for the first time in my 25 years of bow hunting, I'm ok with it. who knows what will happen the rest of the season, but I can promise you all this, I will never forget this first year as a trad hunter.